Alone #Day 5 - The Answer

Finally I found the answer, thanks to Ika Natassa for being my inspiration. Actually I already close my eyes to get some good night and long sleep this time, but her book seems like call to ask for read. Until I reach page 38 when alexandra (female character on that book) try to explain to her husband, why she remove her tatoo (just read it : Twivortiare by Ika Natassa). The answer is she need to "forget" just like I did before, declaring war to someone not because I enjoy to make conflict, but I NEED.... to "forget"

Alone #Day 4 - Gone Mad

I feel my mind is getting uncontrolled, I can't think clearly but I must survive no matter what (please don't say titanic in front of me instead I use their word *sigh). At least, these day I've got moment of fun with my friend. First we having break fasting together in Jun Njan Restaurant, then after we came back to the office, we share parcels by sweepstakes... and my friend got lucky draw haha.

Alone #Day 2 - Strange

Strange feeling I've got now. Though, my wish are become near and near. But why I feel alone? Did I need to be alone actually?
My hand was helpless, lying down between everything I dreaming of before... But now it's not help me at all. I still alone, with no hope neither faith.

Thank's Ash

I just wake up, and found my self lying between my beloved daughters. I just sit for awhile, try to remember what was happened. All I know is, I had a dream... dream about me talking to my self. You wrote some notes in my dimension, to tell me what should I do, to heal me from this pain, to acknowledge me with many experience of life. Now you're gone forever, right at the last time I saw you in the difference character.

Selamat Tinggal Gee

Aku terdiam seribu bahasa, memandangi sosok diriku didepan kaca. Nampak jelas gurat kerutan-kerutan  dahi semakin menebal, kantung mata menggelayut menghitam seolah ingin mengutarakan titik kelelahan yang harus diemban oleh tubuhku ini. "Ada apa denganmu Gee? aku kira dengan hilangnya aku didalam hidupmu semua akan berjalan lebih baik dan tenang" gumamku pada sosok bayangan yang ada di balik kaca.

Siang di Kemanggisan

Terik sangat matahari siang ini, tanpa terasa peluh mengucur deras di kening Ash yang saat itu harus membayar jiwa sembalapnya dengan hancurnya kue kering yang seharusnya diantar dengan selamat tanpa kurang apapun (baca : The Freakin' Marry)

Transformasi

Jam yang tergantung di dinding sudah menunjukkan pukul satu dini hari lewat, sementara Gee masih saja berkutat dengan dokumentasi dan laporan pekerjaannya. Raut wajahnya tidak seperti biasa, terkesan kusam dan kusut. Seolah ingin menyampaikan titik kelelahan yang sudah mencapai momentum akut.

Night Rider ala Gee

Jam digital di meja kerja Gee terlihat berkedip-kedip saat waktu menunjukkan pukul 00.30. Gee yang saat itu sedang asyik didepan laptopnya bergegas menutup semua program dan mematikan laptop. Sementara menunggu laptop tersebut benar-benar sudah mati, terlihat Gee membereskan charger dan perlengkapan kerjanya kedalam laci.